I am on a Journey. Wanna join me?
8:03 PMHey FiT VeGaNs!!!
What's new? I feel like it's been AAAAAAAAGES!
So, in the midst of finales week {in which I have three exams and an oral-hehe-final} I have decided to start a weight loss journey.
No, scratch that, not a weight loss journey...a FAT LOSS journey. This journey shall also be a journey of self love. I know, I know how floofy of me. But, I'm so sick of crying over the way I look. I am so sick of NOT being happy with my body.
What started this, you may ask? Well, I'm not seriously over weight, I know that. But, like many women {or like many humans, frankly} I really REALLY wanna look in the mirror and be like DAMN I look fuckin HOT. But all I see is the number on the scale from the last time I went to the doctor {as I have mentioned, I do not weigh myself because of how it makes me-crazy-so the only time I get weighed it at the Doctor's office}. I was not happy with that number. In fact, I was downright devastated. Sickened, even. Even more sickened by the fact that that stupid, insignificant number has had this much power over me. I haven't been the same since I saw that number. Even my doctor made a comment. She said, and I quote,
"Wow, you've gained a lot of weight since last time."
Thanks, doc.
Whew, well, there it is folks, I'm in for a change! Now who of you lovelies is with me?!?!
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